"Take a look at me, I promise I will be all the things you wanted him to be."
I guess I feel as if my alter ego is the wolf, stays with one mate all through his life. Extreme loyalty. This is the part of my story where I grow and recover. I have come from nothing and here I am starting my life, becoming an adult. What you see here is my inner perversion mixed with my bleeding heart I display on my sleeve. You can never anticipate what I am thinking or what my next move will be. I am not perfect but I do strive to be the best that I can be. My heart belongs to one girl, this girl is gone and probably will never be who she was when she took that part of me. There are times I am under the impression that death would be my best bet and there are times I believe my life is truly worth living. I reminisce and romanticize on a future I once was in love with. This is me realizing that I need to give those dreams up and that it is time to make people jealous, proud and hate even harder then they do. You will always have my heart. Never forget that.